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"maybe you just have to sleep in some one elses bed, maybe you just have to keep seching for something better"
- silverstien


i cried at school today

i had to give a speech in my speech class today about a childhood memory.
after jeff went up i raised my hand to go up next.
i couldnt think of a childhood memory so i decided i would make one up since the mrs. browner said that our speeches didnt have to be true as long as they were good.
i had my singlasses andn my hat on and this one kid told me to take them off.
i put my glasses down, but kept the hat on.
looked down then looked up to the adience then the teacher.
i started off like "ok so, whenever i think about a childhood memory i get sad."
and the teacher looked at me funny.
my insides started to crumble.
"i lived in michigan and i had just gotten in a fight with my friend tim, and so me and my other 5 friends went into the woods and walked for a really long time and relized that two guys where following us. then i guess tim was following us two but he didnt know those other guys where following us. then we found a dead guy"
when i said "then we found a dead guy, taylor, bella, rebeca, and lauren started to laugh.
tears came down my face suddenly. i was thinking to myself "why am i crying since this story isnt real?"
i picked up my sunglasses and put them on. i looked at forest, jeff, taylor, the new guy, jose, and when i looked at them they all looked down.
then i said "im sorry i cant do this" and headed for the door but the teacher stopped me.
she critized me like she does to everyone in a good manner.
i cried and looked at peoples faces feeling sorry for me.
like 3 minutes later i go back to my seat and taylor asks me if im okay. i say yes.
i laughed since the story wasnt true and i cried and started shaking.
how dramatic am i.

i really dont want to talk about my feelings anymore because i just sound lame.

i really do think all my problems are solved if i was pretty.

their i said it.

ahhaa i love u ali ruiz