brand new drama

im starting to relize that my life isnt that bad, starting to belive in what happends, happends for a reason.

like i said in my last blog "when i was nine i told myself all the things i wanted to do when i was 14"

it came true. everything.
amazing.

im living just how i want to.

its like i was dreaming of things happending and its finnaly coming true.

u no wut?

im wide awake now.

and thats an amzing feeling.

all my friends are amazing. i love all my new friends.

unlike the old ones, they actualy move on with their lifes.

i like moving, not just staying in one place.

i cant live that way.

life is so much more amazing when u dont stick around one crowd. try getting to know everyone.

it will take u places.

get wild, get drunk, smoke all u want, go to parties, have sex, cry, make it all count.

i dont think i like anybody anymore.

i dont have to.

and the guy i liked is just wasting my time. so fuck him, idc. im not gonna wait for him to start noticing me.

shawn is really nice to me. he likes me alot. i dont know how i feel about him tho. i just wished i could like him like he likes me. but i dont know why anymore.

and peaunt. well hes one sick cunt that i dont know if to or not to go back with.

i met this girl, lauren, senior.

fucking crazy beautiful bitch.

her and angelina live in a group home.

it was laurens first day at harbor 2day, me her and angie ditched went to 7 11 and sum guy bought us so cigs.

lauren can get anything

and she llooks like a model.

then they hooked up w/ sum guyy named dillon thats a footbal player, jonuiur. hhahaaa we hanged out @ coronado and angelina hooked up w/ him ahhahaha and he was expecting a blow job from laurn LOL.

then we went back to harbor and i got caught smoking, lauren and angie gave fake names but dumb ass me gave them my real namee!!!! ugh he asked me first.

i hope i just get off w/ a warning

pray 4 me.

Lauren.

angie and dillon



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